• Ziya Through the Fire

    Ziya Through the Fire

    The smell of death lingers,
    a memory that refuses to fade,
    a guest that never leaves,
    sorrow draped over the soul’s threshold
    like a tattered shroud.

    Ziya grows up with war as his cradle—
    watches coffins, small as his own shadow,
    lowered into the earth.
    Three paths stretch before him,
    each a different kind of hunger.

    A ghost chained to old screams,
    gnawing on the bones of the past.
    A grayhound sprinting in hell’s loop,
    Every night, the same bombs fall.
    Every morning, the same blood stains his hands.
    Same hands clutching at shadows.

    Eyes fixed on a horizon
    that retreats with every step.
    He runs toward tomorrow,
    but tomorrow is a feast never served.
    He builds castles in the air,
    stacks dreams like stones,
    but the horizon always steps back.
    One day, he will turn,
    and find his pockets full of dust.

    He learns to live in the crackle of now,
    to survive today,
    not in sunlight, but in ember-glow,
    digging for joy like a miracle in the ashes,
    buried just beneath the skin.
    It is not happiness,
    it is the quiet before the siren,
    the breath between gunshots.
    A hard choice.
    A different kind of burning.

    Ziya is made of war.
    An accent, an immigrant,
    a muted tongue,
    a face that forgot how to smile.
    Grew up poor,
    a body bruised by hands and words,
    an undiagnosed mind
    wired for a world that did not speak his language.
    This infinite fire is not his doing,
    but it is his to carry.

    Still,
    his mind runs wild,
    a stallion kicking free of fences,
    galloping through fields
    of boundless imagination.
    Reality sits in the audience,
    watching the theater of his thoughts, untamed.

    Free will? Yes,
    but every road is lined with walls.
    His certainty is destined to become
    food for the flames.
    What the fire burns,
    that, at least, is his.
    He alone decides:
    light or ruin.

    Stars burn.
    Their fire is light.
    Some shine.
    Some swallow whole.
    Destruction is a recognized familiar face,
    trusted by the world.
    Light is always questioned and must always prove itself.

    How does the beauty inside
    ever bloom outward
    when even his own breath
    feels like a risk?
    when the fear of being seen
    echoes,
    in solitude,
    in crowds,
    like a whisper no one claims?

    Where is the host?
    Who stood at the door
    and said, Welcome?
    Who opened their arms
    and did not flinch
    at the scent of smoke?
    Who let him in
    without counting the burns?

  • Of Mirrors and Embers

    Of Mirrors and Embers

    Vanity is a gilded cage,
    each bar polished to a blinding sheen,
    your reflection distorted in its golden grasp,
    a prisoner of your own making.

    It tells you, You are more,
    while the world shrinks into a mirror,
    and every face becomes an adversary,
    every word a threat or flattery.

    You preen, you pose, you hunger,
    until the hunger gnaws you hollow,
    for what is vanity but a feast of air,
    a banquet where you starve alone?

    And anger-oh, anger is the fire
    that licks your bones clean of reason,
    that turns your hands into fists,
    your tongue into a blade.

    It does not burn away the wrong;
    it burns you, leaves you charred
    and trembling in the aftermath,
    ash in your mouth, regret in your chest.

    Shatter the mirror.
    Let the cracks show you
    how light passes through
    even the broken things.

    Kneel by the river,
    wash your face in its cold truth,
    see yourself as water does,
    without flattery, without fury.

    When anger comes,
    do not feed it your breath.
    Hold it like a live coal
    until it cools in your palm.

    Breathe.
    The world is wider
    than your reflection,
    deeper than your rage.

    Step into the current.
    Let go.
    Be lighter.

  • Fool’s Errand

    Fool’s Errand

    Only a fool, they say,
    pries frozen earth for figs in winter,
    expecting summer’s gold-green sweetness
    from a skeleton of branches.

    Just as foolish, then,
    to dream the wicked
    will shed their wickedness
    like a worn coat,
    to wait for the cruel to soften,
    for the wolf to shed its teeth,
    for the storm to apologize
    for its rough hands.

    Do we stand in the downpour,
    arms wide, begging the sky
    to unlearn its nature?
    Do we plant seeds in stone
    and whisper grow?

    No, wisdom is not bitterness,
    but clear-eyed seeing:
    the thorn guards its vine,
    the river follows its old grooves,
    and fire never bows
    to the moth’s pleading wings.

    Stand, then, with eyes wide open,
    not shut in some wishful haze.
    Walk without illusion,
    meet the world as it is,
    ready for the day’s true colors,
    prepared for the ways of people.
    Keep your hands open, yes,
    but your footsteps steady,
    your gaze unclouded.

    People are what they are.
    To ask otherwise
    is to hunt figs in snow,
    to wait for winter
    to kneel and repent.

  • Wings and Currents

    Wings and Currents

    A sudden urge,
    a whisper in the mind’s ear,
    to seize it at once.
    Flourishing freely,
    without effort.
    No thought,
    no foolish preparation.

    A breath of fresh air,
    a burst of sun,
    a leap without looking
    but feeling the wind carry you.

    Open wings.

    A flash of lightning,
    a sky exploding with color.
    Must have. Must do.
    To fill a void.

    Drawn by an illusion, bright desire,
    and the fleeting shadow
    if you don’t.

    A sudden excitement,
    a habitual order
    that rises within.
    A sense of something missed
    if the moment fades.

    A slavery pull.

    The tightening in the chest,
    the thought that drills and drills.
    A denial of what is,
    possessed by what is not.

    A deceiving command
    that isn’t your own,
    a fear of what might happen
    if the ritual breaks.

    A tightening chain.

    One frees.
    One erupts.
    One traps.
    But what of the space between?

  • Whose Steps Trail Yours?

    Whose Steps Trail Yours?

    Sifting through shadows,
    the phantom touch
    of what could be,
    you yearn for the intertwined fingers,
    the rhythm of two souls,
    marching in tandem.

    But there is this dance,
    that is an ancient truth,
    if it starts within.
    Are you joined in warmth,
    or just chasing illusions?
    Tethered to presence,
    or drifting in dreams?
    Can’t walk hand in hand,
    if you aren’t walking hand in hand.

    Thirty thousand sunrises,
    give or take a few thousand sunsets,
    the average span
    of a human dream,
    each with its own ache,
    its own wonder.
    Whose steps trail yours?
    Whose whispers do you hear?
    Chosen partner,
    or the shadow you cast alone?

    This trip,
    this never-ending scroll
    of awe and unknown,
    we name it life.
    And you,
    at the helm or riding shotgun,
    have your compass
    in the palm of your hand.

    How do you reach out?
    On what wavelength
    does your heart send?

  • The Unearthing

    The Unearthing

    The tendril,
    deep and dark;
    a secret thing,
    twisting in the earth.

    It feeds, silent,
    draws its strength
    from the unlit places
    of the heart, the mind.

    Wickedness,
    a hidden root,
    strong in its unseen grip.
    It binds, it strangles.

    But then,
    a flicker,
    a dawn.
    A light slips in
    through the earth.

    A recognition,
    a whisper,
    a name.
    The shadow is formed.

    And upon the touch of light,
    upon speaking of the name,
    the root shall quake.
    It shall shrink,
    it shall loosen.

    Dissolved.
    No longer a secret,
    no longer unseen.
    before the crush of its power,
    it withers.

    Revealed,
    it desiccates,
    it crumbles into dust.
    A memory of darkness,
    nothing more.

  • Masks and Desert Blooms

    Masks and Desert Blooms

    Cactus flowers unfold
    in the stark desert light,
    while chandeliers somewhere else
    weep crystal tears
    onto polished marble.

    Look closer,
    at those society crowns
    with gilded laurels.
    Some crave the roar of the crowd,
    their lives a parade shimmered
    by golden faucets trembling
    and manicured lawns,
    with every prop gleaming.

    Others wrap themselves
    in quiet studies,
    sipping the dust and dreams
    that veils the sun.

    They’ll chase the dark spotlight,
    where silent scripting exists
    beyond the masquerade ball flitting.
    Silks and sequins will be
    carefully constructed shells,
    a smile painted on
    to hide hollow ache within,
    the cavern echoing
    with unseen emptiness.

    But the humble ones,
    they’re the deep roots,
    the quiet breath of winds.
    Their truth unfurls
    in desert blooms,
    unfurling, genuine.

    When your spirit grazes
    the unworldly silk of the infinite,
    when the spark of imagination
    ignites like dry kindling,
    then you are remade,
    a sudden friction
    of light and shadow,
    a consciousness
    dreaming itself awake.

    An awe
    that expands the chest,
    scarier only
    if the heart is a closed fist.
    An echo of a single,
    resonant word
    from the canyon walls
    of existence.

  • Ecology of Souls

    Ecology of Souls

    The air croons
    with unspoken things,
    a vast, unseen web,
    like mycelium beneath the woods,
    binding every breath.

    The old man,
    still sitting on the bench,
    his eyes fixed in a cloud
    a distance away,
    adds to the silence shared,
    a root sipping slow knowledge.

    The elated dancer
    spinning, a blur of motion,
    releasing joy,
    a spurt of pollen,
    seeds carried on the wind,
    to fertilize forgotten corners.

    A child’s wild laughter,
    a sudden burst of light,
    shocks the grackles,
    and radiates out,
    contagiously undeniable.

    The mourning widow,
    a stone thrown
    into a calm lake,
    casts concentric circles of sorrow,
    that touch distant
    unseen shores.

    We are not islands,
    though we feel solitary,
    each thought, each feeling,
    a unique creature
    in a linked ecosystem,
    interdependent.

    The sharp word,
    a toxic spill,
    can taint the nearby stream.
    The gentle touch,
    a spring rain,
    nourishes the thirsty soil.

    And when one heart departs,
    it’s not an end, but a beginning,
    a shift, a transformation,
    the essence of existence
    returning
    to feed the earth
    of what remains.

    Continuous cycle,
    of giving and receiving,
    of blooming and fall,
    the ecology of souls,
    breathing in, breathing out,
    now and forever.

  • The Certain Uncertainty of Becoming

    The Certain Uncertainty of Becoming

    All that is good in life
    is not always better
    and not everything that is better
    is good.
    Risks and rewards
    are both good and bad
    at the same time,
    swaying in the equilibrium.

    True contentment
    is not mere acceptance
    but choice-choosing
    to step into the unknown.
    The true essence
    is not necessarily rooted
    in the certainty
    of what is visible,
    as much as it rests
    in embracing the uncertainty
    within every decision
    we dare to take.
    This is faith:
    a recognition and trust
    in the unseen,
    and the roles we play
    in this universe
    and in our existence.

    We are like a single cell
    in the body of the universe-
    an infinitesimal part,
    unseen, yet integral.
    Although small,
    we carry the essence of life,
    steering it on this course.
    We are participants
    and reflection of a universe-
    that creates,
    writing the story itself.
    Our lives are mirrors
    showcasing experiences back
    to the source or the higher forces,
    by which otherwise
    they might not sense it.

    The higher spirits send out
    their frequency signals
    to neither interfere
    nor react
    but rather to harmonize
    with the soul of being:
    a state untouched and untainted
    by the usual chaos of life.
    Let those who live
    engage with those living,
    and let beings connect
    with being.
    The gods we have created
    are ours and only our own;
    they are symbols
    of truths we seek
    and fears we cannot escape.

    We set them up ironically
    from our eclipse
    of inner light.
    Equally, every path goes somewhere,
    with them all together leading
    to an interconnected memory.
    Creation and submission
    are not opposites
    but parts of the same cycle.
    And those superior beings
    we imagine exist
    only because we dared
    to romance them into being.
    They act as a reminder
    of our capacity to co-create
    as well as to be co-created
    by the vast universe.
    The observer observes
    the creator
    so that the creator
    can be.
    The universe is
    a lucid dream, alive
    because we are.

    Every step we take,
    every decision we make,
    tallies on the infinite
    weave of life.
    There is meaning
    in walking a path
    only because walking one
    reveals more of who
    we already are.
    We realize the complexity
    of living our stains,
    in that we live
    in our perishableness
    and touch upon
    growing infinity.
    We so casually are named
    moments of eternity.
    We are, yet we move
    across the boundlessness,
    our actions spreading
    a broad ripple across it.

    To truly live is
    to accept this paradox
    as it unfolds-
    a paradox of uncertainty
    and the interconnectedness of life.
    To find peace
    not in certainty
    but in the vulnerable mystery
    of existence.
    This is where authentic contentment
    shines; it becomes alive,
    dynamic, and anchored
    in every breath
    and in the awareness
    that every moment
    holds the potential for
    creation and connection.
    Contentment fills meaning
    into imagination.

    We are the creators
    of meaning
    and the architects
    of experiences.
    The gods we quest for
    are within us,
    born of our togetherness, longings,
    fears, and aspirations.
    We are those making;
    for the act of creating,
    choosing, we adhere
    to the eternal dance of life.

    This dance also teaches
    that the way is truth.
    The beauty of life lies
    in the whole journey-
    not in the moments
    when that journey attains
    its end.
    In every step, breath,
    and moment of faith
    that carries us out
    of the cave,
    there is a hazy beauty
    waiting to unfold.
    We aren’t entirely there;
    we are just cyclists
    in a state of infinite becoming.
    And in becoming,
    we are already whole.